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I’ve been playing Final Fantasy X and X-2 (almost done with X-2). I started playing FF-X on July 11…. And I’ve been playing everyday since then. Apparently, 17 days have passed by without me realizing it. That also means, 17 days since I left the house. Yes, I didn’t even realize.
So I guess this makes me pathetic? Ugh, I don’t even know anymore. Personally, I don’t care that I’m a hermit and don’t leave the house. I don’t think anything of it. But apparently other people think I’m depressed or miserable. One friend seemed to think that I was bored after I moved back upstate, but that isn’t the case. I don’t need to be social to have fun. And I was a little offended when he even suggested that.
And with the last 17 days going to gaming, that means I haven’t been job-hunting. I know, shame on me, but I really don’t have the motivation (even though I want to move out and I’m going to lose health insurance coverage). I get the feeling that I’m “burned-out” after 5 years of college, but it’s just me being lazy. The past year has just been me slacking off, and it’s a little irritating, but I still continue to do it. And the more I complain about life, the more I think I seem to hate mine… I need to change that.
Lately, I’ve been having vivid dreams that I remember:
1. Three dreams/nightmares about zombie apocalypses, but everyone was pretty normal with their lives. They didn’t let zombies roaming around prevent them from going to work or living. Just extra precautions. It was quite strange.
2. This one was really traumatizing, for two reasons. Firstly, I had to shoot a porno and set up a camera in the bedroom, but I was having second thoughts and seeking advice from a veteran porn star O.O Anyways, we had to leave the bedroom but I accidentally left the camera on and some other woman went to rent the bedroom. She placed this creepy doll within the camera’s view and I knew that the doll was going to kill the woman that night, and perhaps me because I was sleeping in an adjacent room. So I was trying to tell the pornstar that if both the woman and I were dead, she should check the camera to see if the doll did it…. So creepy, I hate dolls. And the fact that I had to be in a porn scared the shit out of me.
3. Vampire dream about how I had to rescue a woman from a house and I was waiting for a boy to come back from town, but he was taking too long so I decided to go look for him. But I forgot what he looked like…
I dunno what my dreams are trying to tell me….
Two mornings ago, I had a weird dream, probably one of the weirder ones. In this universe, there exists a serial killer (who looks like Michael Meyers from Halloween) whose MO included mowing the victims’ lawn before slaughtering them in their house. The dream starts off with me living in my own house and seven friends coming over. So during our get-together, we hear a lawn-mower start, signaling that the serial killer has decided to target my house. Seeing as we are about to die, we decided to go cook food and whatever, but all of a sudden, bees appeared and started attacking. One of us runs outside the house to escape the bees, but the killer kills him. So it takes the killer about 3-4 hours to mow my lawn (I got a big lawn and he used the pushing kind (idiot)), but during this time, someone somehow builds a secret compartment for all of us to hide in the attic. We hear the killer shut off the lawn mower and we all climb up into the compartment (and one of us cleverly opens the front door to make it look like we ran outside) and then we closed the compartment’s door behind us. BOOM I woke up.
What is this dream supposed to represent?!
Continuation of my movie marathon:
4. Butterfly Lovers 武侠梁祝 Hmm, I liked it, but it seemed they tried to make it more like Romeo and Juliet because it seemed it didn’t follow the original story (But I’m not sure what happens in the original), but this movie has made me want to watch the series. And I <3 Wu Chun~ Hu Ge was in it too, but he didn't look too good, I think he's skinner and it just hollow out his face >.>
5. 72 Tenants of Prosperity 72家租客 Pretty simple plot, but the fun part was trying to point out all the TVB actors/actresses in the movie and there were a lot 
Jacky Cheung was in it too!
I’m still in the process of finding more good movies to watch, but I guess i can start a TVB series marathon or something
I should be getting my new phone soon!!! My sister called and we planned out the details, hopefully I will be getting unlimited texts! I really hate calling people, texts are so much nicer~
I really don’t like my layouts so far, so here is v3! I think I’ll be keeping this one, but I’ll need to format some minor details. Maybe add some cool things =/ I really need to get more creative too. Also, the menu tabs on the upper left hand corner don’t seem to work like I want them to in Firefox or IE so please use chrome~ It’s faster. But if you are using FF/IE and want to know what they are supposed to be like, they’re supposed to protrude out to the right when you hover over them. If anyone can give me some hints about fixing it, I’ll be very thankful 
So I saw Inception Friday, it was so worth my $9. We missed the matinée price ($6) so we didn’t know what to do =/ I waste so much money D: But ironically after that, I dreamt about a lot of different things. One was about me being in this crazy contest about biomedical experimentation and we were split into teams. The teams that couldn’t finish their work were killed o.o It was pretty scary. And we had to change locations a lot, and sometimes it wasn’t so straightforward how to get to the next location, at one point we were climbing trees @.@
I need to finish Zelda before the school work gets demanding :/